The reason for my hiatus is because my mother has suffered a mild stroke on Monday. And while she is fine I still have no idea when she is getting out of the hospital. First it was just until Wednesday, then it was Thursday, and now she might have to stay for rehabilitation for 3 weeks. And when she does get out of the hospital she will need help with everything. Cooking, cleaning, and even help walking. This is just a completely stressful time for me right now. I am completely not mentally prepared for something like this. I’ve been so anxious the past few days, I’ve barely eaten or drank anything.
And one of the things that has helped me be sane this few days, believe it or not, is Morning Musume. You can say that Momusu is just an idol group for 40 year wota, and that they don’t make legit music. But when I was waiting for the phone call to see if she was ok or not, I kept repeating Furusato over and over again. Even though it’s about moving to Tokyo it’s got a few lines that really resonant with me. Like, “scold me like you used to my Mother.” And “I’m sorry I’m such a selfish daughter.”
Even though I won’t be blogging for a while, I will still try to return all of my comments. And when I start blogging again I’m going to have to play catch up to everything I missed. I hope you guys don’t mind. Even now there’s like 3 blog posts I planned on making that have to be put on hold. So, yeah. I hope you guys will wait for my blog to be back, and won’t worry to much about me.